I tried to help.
Tried to be the person you wanted him to be.
But in the end I guess I will be making my leave.
Because no matter how much it hurts, I will always have my own sleeve.
I’m not sad.
Just a little lonely…
But also happy.
Happy to see that as I leave, you will have that sense of relief.
Knowing that all this time you have hurt me.
But because of this, I can finally say a proper good bye.
To the person that I thought of all the time.
Each day flies away as this fake smile slowly decays.
A bland expression choosing to stay.
With nothing else to say.
These emotions of mine disappearing every single day.
As people ask if I am okay.
My only excuse would be “I”m just a little bit tired today.”
But later that night I will do the same.
And bring out a pen and paper to write down the many things I wanted to say.
So that in the morning, I can repeat the same things that happened yesterday.
I will not fall.
I must not stall.
I have to stand up tall.
And go against the corrupt laws.
Not for me, but for all.
Show them their wrongs.
And make them withdraw.
The debate will soon come.
I will not fall
Dreams become reality.
Reality become dreams.
The good days say goodbye.
The smile I had begins to die.
As my tears come alive.
My reality abides.
While my dreams continue to stay by my side.
It’s the people I met who helped me through my mistakes.
Through the tough and depressing days.
No matter what goes their way.
It’s the reason why I still stay.
Until now there is only one thing I can say.
Thank you for fixing my mistakes…
Sounds more like an analogy.
Everyone makes mistake and it makes them lonely.
It hurts them severely.
Regretting the events that weren’t so godly.
Tell me, why must things go so badly.
These events that led the day to be shady.
But in the end, all I can say is I’m sorry.
Hey Ethan here. Other than the poems I like to post, I just thought why not take a little break and introduce myself. I’ve always loved to write poems based around the things that happen around me. Writing helped me be myself. To be honest I wasn’t the type of person to express my true feelings. The only time did express my true feelings was when I was around my close friends or family. Due to writing poems about my experiences, it helped me get out of my empty shell and become who I am today.
Other than that sappy stuff, I just like to thank my fabulous friend Joanna Xue (XueJoanna) for introducing me to wordpress and allowing me to do the thing I love today and share it on the internet. Plus thank you too for taking the time to read this. I guess it sorta feels nice to write something other than a poem. I’ll catch ya in the next post. Have a great one!