I tried to help.
Tried to be the person you wanted him to be.
But in the end I guess I will be making my leave.
Because no matter how much it hurts, I will always have my own sleeve.
I’m not sad.
Just a little lonely…
But also happy.
Happy to see that as I leave, you will have that sense of relief.
Knowing that all this time you have hurt me.
But because of this, I can finally say a proper good bye.
To the person that I thought of all the time.
Sometimes, everybody needs a hug…
It doesn’t matter from who.
Or from the things you do.
Some days are just blue…
It’s nothing new.
Just another day of the darkness taking over you.
Everybody just needs a source of light to heal their inner wounds.
A hug is always approved
She says she wants to die.
He sits there ready to cry.
No where to go.
No where to hide.
Their lives left behind.
But there is always time.
Time to find those who will be by their side.
Those who care when they cry.
And those who don’t want them to die…
Dreams become reality.
Reality become dreams.
The good days say goodbye.
The smile I had begins to die.
As my tears come alive.
My reality abides.
While my dreams continue to stay by my side.
Darkness falls as I lay here.
Letting it swallow me without fear.
The feeling of loneliness appears.
It’s something I don’t hold dear…
But it’s always been near.
The darkness that engulfs me as I just lay here…
Everything feels like it’s going my way.
Day after day.
But I find it harder to say what I want to say.
As the days slowly drift away.
My mind fills with thoughts but my mouth doesn’t obey.
Each part of my body begins to harden like clay.
Day after day.
Things begin to go the opposite way.
If there is a God out there hear my prayers.
I’m not prepared.
I need you to share.
Share the knowledge of what I’m about to hear.
Help me protect those I hold dear.
Give me the strength to conquer my fears.
I pray to you.
If you can lend me your ears.